Bouncing!!!!

As I have said previously, our meeting was wonderful.

I was left glowing.

Having submitted to Him, and been used as He wanted, the following day I was positively bouncing.
Work hassles didn't worry me, I was oblivious to the mundane moanings of the world around me.
This fabulous feeling was all I needed, and, coupled with the news that I was to be collared, nothing could spoil my joy.

Why then did the next morning find me desolate, lost and feeling completely drained.
What had happened, where had my "joy, joy" feelings gone?

Research, and chatting with a few other, much more experienced slaves told me.

"Darling, you have "dropped""

OH!!! What the F**K???

Further chatting led me to discover that although I had "played" before I had never got to the point where it became part of me.

As one slave "friend" put it - "You ain't fully submitted until you have properly dropped"

When I questioned that statement, she told me that for her - subdrop was similar to a hangover, the better the party- the worse the hangover!!!

I think I get what she means, but for me, I think I will just take it as another indicator of how far I have come.
I am experiencing things I have never felt before.
And I have been told to expect more.

The first of those will be my collaring, just the thought of it makes my tummy flip.

As He has told me it will be so special. And will mean so much.

I will be owned, collared, His.

oh Wow.

I just have to be patient!!! And wait for our next meeting!!!!

Patient - what's that!!!!!