We met again, and it was wonderful.
He has a plan - to push me harder, push me further, push me deeper.
And that includes my pain threshold.
He had told me that it would be a new level of pain, and it was.
The blows were much harder, there was no "warming up" It was much more intense.
And I loved it. Like the painslut I have become.
But there was more, this time there was kisses!
Each time He moved, or changed implements, or target, there were kisses.
It was heavenly.
I think I understand what He is trying to achieve. By mixing the pain and pleasure so completely, I will achieve release from either stimulus.
And by intensifying the pain, He increased my arousal almost to boiling point.
And He achieved it with a crop, a paddle, and a very effective thin cane!!
He is also playing with my mind.
He has some challenges for me, which will certainly test and push my submission to Him,
and His control over me.
I am both excited and terrified, but it is what my Master's wants for me, so it must be what I need.
He knows what is best for me.
Thank you Master
