Scaredy Cat!!!!

We met way out of my comfort zone, I was so nervous I felt sick!!

Wearing my collar in public, and with a vibrating bullet inserted as per Master's instructions, I had travelled to the city by train.

Thankfully Master was waiting, when I got off the train.

He kissed me warmly, then offered me His arm, and led me out to the car.

We then drove to our location.

We found our way to the entrance, and were welcomed inside.

Made to feel completely at ease, and as our "Host" showed us round the Aladdin's cave of Kinkiness, I felt my stomach flip over, but in a nice, excited way, as the terror began to leave me and the thrill of what was about to happen took over.

Our Host then retreated and left us to explore and experiement in complete privacy.

Master's eyes were as big as saucers, He was like a kid let loose in a sweet shop.

Then followed 2 hours of seriously intense fun!!!!

Lots of things were tried, lots of new, exciting things.

If I had to pick favourites, then being attached to the St Andrew's cross was everything I had dreamed it would be.

Master had me cuffed to it facing out towards Him, I felt something different, something deep inside, as I watched Him flog my naked breasts. It was the first time I had watched His face as He beat me, and as He did so, a warm glow of contentment flushed over me.

Oh it was amazing!!!

Our two hours went so quickly, and although I felt physically sick all yesterday morning, it was so worth the anxiety and the apprehension.

I knew Master would never let me come to any harm, and that I would be completely safe, and I am sorry I doubted it, even for a second.

I feel deeply, deeply honoured that Master chose to take me there.

Thank you Master.

An outing

Tomorrow, Master is taking me to a professional dungeon.

It is the first time I have been anywhere like it, seen anywhere like it, until recently I didn't even know such places existed.

How am I feeling???

Absolutely terrified!!!!

Not sure why!!!!

But, although I know everything will be completely fine, I am anticipating a night without sleep.

Will report back!!!!

Time flies

We met again, quite a time since our previous meeting.

Work committments, family crises and a slave disappearing on holiday, meant that meeting was difficult.

But meet we finally did, and as usual within minutes, His control over me was complete.

I followed His instruction, and taking Him into my mouth, immediately began to sink into complete submission. His touch, His voice, His presence my only focus, my reason for being.

He then proceeded to "re-inforce" my submission, with crop, cane and leather belt.

He has also become quite attached to a gift I bought for Him.

A leather studded paddle, it is a pretty inoffensive looking thing, but in His hands, and when it lands on my body, it takes on a whole new persona. The studs bite, when it lands, and then the leather thuds, and the burn begins.

And as all this happens, my body craves more, and I need Him to use me.

And He does. Over and over, until I am exhausted, and so, so happy!

Thank you, Master.